It finally hit me.... these are my final days at SUU... this is it... NO looking back... When I left for St. George the first time last summer it was hard... the first night I slept in my new room at my Grandma J's house I called my mom balling... why did I leave?, I have no friends, what if this was the wrong thing to do?, I loved it in Cedar City, and I want to go back! My mom calmed me down and said give it time! You will come to love St. George too... and I did! Mostly because I met John, fell in Love and got married and I loved spending time with my Grandma too! I got to learn a lot about her, things I never knew, stories that I will cherish and our relationship grew. But, as much as I grew to love being in St. George in October I had everything set up to move back to Cedar! Then me and John got serious, so I knew I wouldn't be moving back for good, but two days a week I was going to stay in Cedar City go to class and institute with my cousin and then come back to St. George for work, church, and weekends! Now everything didn't always go as planned and I didn't always end up staying the night because I couldn't stand being away from my fiancé, but I was still attending SUU! my heart was in the right place and I was getting the best of both worlds!
However, now I'm married, the semester is coming to an end, and now it's really time to say goodbye to Southern Utah University. All the memories, all my friends, the little moments, and the places I've lived! All the things I cherished, loved, and kept near are at an end. But, this is just the first chapter of my story! I finished my associates and I know my time here is done, but oh how I am going to miss it! I did so much growing up in Cedar City... SUU had and ALWAYS will have a very special place in my heart! and now I'm writing this post and crying... But, no more tears... It's time for the next chapter of my life and even though it's starting in Las Vegas and I'm not too so sure where it's going to lead I'm excited, nervous, anxious, and what can I say... Bring It On! with John by my side I am ready to write the next chapter in my Story!
I love you girls! My roomies, my study group, my cousin, and all my friends! I will always cherish the times we shared and the many more times to come!
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